Just when the butterfly thought she was about to die she became a butterfly
I am changing.
It is painful.
I embrace myself.
No more resistance.
I finally understand what it means to change. People/Friends who came into my life were there for a reason and time has come to move on. Their purpose in my life has been fulfilled. And so I let them go. Situations have occurred which made life stifling, with no wiggle room to breathe and freely enjoy God's green earth. That is not healthy and they too, have to go!
Unlike a caterpillar which can become a butterfly only once in his lifetime; I have experienced many episodes of metamorphosis and will continue to have more. Over the years I have learnt to accept each change; to embrace them; which is a segue into another phase of my maturity.
Utopia moment - I will live my life free and unencumbered from man made rules and deadlines which serve to restrict my existence. I refuse to be bogged down with petty details, taxes and keeping track of expenses. These nuances have no place in my life and annoy me to no end. It is now time to move into my cocoone and begin my transformation into the life that I want to live.
